Thursday, June 21, 2007
her addiction
hey all.. i know what you're all here for .
i've got NO VALID REASON ok?
im sorry .. but i loved and i still dance(MND)
anyway, im upset, for sure ..
but i'll manage ..
i dont know why it got so bad
but i'm just left with the hope and my desperate prayer
the extend of my love for dance maybe not all can understand
but i must say that i really want things to go by ok tml.
it was smth that i belonged to
and smth that i was proud of
just thankful that i got the chance to do my SYF'o7
and got my cert of gold with honors(:
i do want to do my arts fiesta
cos this is like the only time
my parents can see my on stage .
they didnt make it for my fountain of creativity ):
and i didnt do any other performances.
thats why i was estatic when i could do the syf..
all i know is that, if tml's bad, i'll
go on with life.
study even harder to get into a good jc
then join dance again..
this means i've got no more cca points am i right ?
today, i feel the pits..
oh yeah, i'm down with fever too
but not many know, so i'll just go on with mnd tml 1st..
see how luh .. leave it to Him , it's His decision
i trust Him as much as i love Him.
im tired, forgotten how to be sad again..
1:01 AM
