Saturday, April 23, 2005
her addiction
hie...today use the thinner go wipe the table...after tht...lols go 208 and see the babyy fotos there...bcos we saw the deyi post 2day...liyan,shuwen and me went in lo...so we see the sitting arrangement as well...know tht theres a leong jiayun... must be the newbiee girl...saw b4 bah...look like aitong de lo...lols...anyways...after tht went to canteen and him playing bball lo...w/ most of his class there...shuwen was like...whoa...hairui got sixpack leh...hahaha...then started larfing pretty madly...lols.i mean his pretty old...isnt he...abt linglong zhanglin age bah...
actually...to think of it...this year got lotsa ppl name jiayun...weird lo...all my life nobody's name is the same as mine…this year mnd de ALSO coincidentally got one lim jiayun…[[sighs]] boreds boreds boreds …exams coming lo…sad leh…art so STRESS lo…anyway…dance now no mre cca pract…so boring lor…oh right…today pe lesson play half court w/ angeline,liyan,smine2jie, nurul,raba’ah and eveline…only me, smine and angeline is the same group lo…smine catch ball de…only me and granmama running…I got go the catch ball one…actually pretty gud lor…very nice…fine…but u go sweat like piggo urself…lols…very tired…my butt muscle got pulled when liyan and me trying to catch balll but fall down…liyan bleed…but she still play lo…crazy xiao2yi…lols anyways…am pretty tired out…will go off now…see ya the nxt time I can go online…now my mom is in Beijing lah…until mon then come bac lo…so I am free to do wadevr I like in the afternoon… i love euu!!!anywayys...cant wait 4 mon...got english remedial..can see him there!!!haha!!!
12:21 PM
Friday, April 22, 2005
her addiction
lols --i went all the way back to my blogs history lo...i found out that the first time i know tht he likes mie is on the 22nd of june 2004...hahas...thts sooo long...whoa...new discovery!!!!todays...the 22nd oso!!!soootht will bee..10 mths!!!hahaha...
9:53 PM
Thursday, April 14, 2005
her addiction
hihi...turns out evrything is perfectly fine!!!its all rumors ...hahaha...am so glad he still likes mee!!!yeahhh....love rulz!!!*ilu**
8:22 PM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
her addiction
its all so sad...to have my chu lian[first love] to be a sorrowful and heartbreaking one.i hate him,or so ,i think...
its so funny the way how 2 ppl who were once in love w/ one another or not 2gether...its fate i guess...we are not meant to be 2gether.*sob sob*we were both shy to let the other k our own feelings. the case
- guy like girl first
- girl responds bcos she thinks tht hes great inside
- nobody says anything[too shy]
- guy tot it was one-sided love
- tot it was useless
- turned love away
- guy knows the girl's friend
- girl's friend is in love w/ another older guy
- guy doesnt know that girl's friend loves tht older guy
complicated huh...like tht very old song said:the lyrics .: one-sided love,its nvr gonna work:.actually,i dont blame him.i think tht in this love section,right,everybodys right.just a lil' too blind.like wad they say,love makes you blind. OR love makes the world go round. i'm not experienced in love,this section of life,thts y i didnt know wad to do and how to deal w/ it...thts why i was so confused.i tot tht fate will bring us 2gether and if given enuf time,fate will do its job...to think THIS was wad happened in the end.
- a broken heart
- a shattered world
- a broken dream
- a river of tears
this is all so sad,like i've said above.its all Cupid's/Ero's fault.i wanted this love to last 4evr.to be able to live in this dream and nvr get out of it.i depended my whole life with evry winsome grin,evry bball he shoot in2 the hoop,evry word tht i could catch a glimpse of.evry glance tht contained him inside.omg..i am getting dramatic.nvm. anywayy,when i was fully-charged frm this love,it was then i knew the horrible,terrible truth...
i cried in the Cyberary...i knew he was there...at the other corner but i darent.after th recess bell rung,i ran lik an athlete to the toilet and shut myself in there...it was then i realized sth...
i was selfish and dumb not to convert my feelings 4 him to my family and frens...god ,i was really dumb...now,i really appreciate my friends.heythere!!!the wong family!!!look out...here i am!!!the real me!!!
2:00 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
her addiction
- dumb to have tot tht all was possible
- dumb to have tot tht dreams do come true
- dumb to have tot tht he was th one for mee.[i tot tht its th inside tht counts...but his inside sukd]
- dumb to be dumb and blind.
- in conclusion,love is blind.
im too tired to type anyymore...wad ive typed before are all gone...have cried my fair share...
AVRIL LAVIGNE LYRICS"Nobody's Home"I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday.And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again.What's wrong, what's wrong now?Too many, too many problems.Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.She wants to go home, but nobody's home.It's where she lies, broken inside.With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.Broken inside.Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.Be strong, be strong now.Too many, too many problems.Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.She wants to go home, but nobody's home.It's where she lies, broken inside.With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.Broken inside.Her feelings she hides.Her dreams she can't find.She's losing her mind.She's fallen behind.She can't find her place.She's losing her faith.She's fallen from grace.She's all over the place.Yeah,ohShe wants to go home, but nobody's home.It's where she lies, broken inside.With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.Broken inside.She's lost inside, lost inside...oh ohShe's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
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