Tuesday, October 24, 2006
her addiction
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWEE EN (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YU FENG(:
ANDAND BELATED ONES FOR LIYAN AND SHUWEN INSANITIES <33
PLUSPLUS ZEJUN AND ANHUI ( that mu zi ~ )
me at my granddad house . my mom at the salon doing hair .
oh yarhs, must rmb go cut hair with nurul soon alrd (: hahas
ystd have what sec 2 de whtevr dance .. lunchtime concert
lahs, yeapps . den aft that watch DEATH NOTE again !! 2nd
time still kena shocked by the stupid gunshot . hmphs . lol
the movie very nice lahs .. light yagami v.s L
L very de shuai !! ahas, but he's not the ideal type lahs .. too
genius till abit gila alrd . but he will die in the next movie ! omg!
hais, i pon lessons ystd from 8:45 to skul end (: ahas, wlk arnd
the skul, den i also whacked the head of the SE MI MI YAN
person, laughs . anyways, now rotting here, nothing to watch
on tv lahs .. jasmine, speaking of the princess hours soundtrack,
your jjlin concert dvd still rotting in my house lahs !! i must
return before it really turns to ashes !! ahas .
ptm coming up lerhs .. and my results so sucky, bleahs . the
creative zen neeon ad very pretty . sians, ystd nite watch
princess hours den watch so you think you can dance .. so
WOAH lahs .. their standard so high, we all sporeans no need
compete liao lahs .. somemore they any genre also can tackle ..
yarhs, so called that 45 cent noble, talk talk for a very short time,
msg-ed kohwei once . btw, that dumb kohwei very mang lorhs, both
times is arranged hao go watch death note de, he both day got
ncc training . super sians lorhs . ahas, they ystd bcos got
performance, they in skul do dunno what, like exhibition for us
liddats (:
thats all lahs, dunno what to type alrd, my feet super ma bi
alrd, jialat .. arghs !!!
2:28 PM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
her addiction
HELLO !! its long since i last touch this comp .. SOBS*
hahas . life's damn boring ..
results sark, nth to look forward to in skul ..
in class jus get super ignored, den will have to hide away
in the girls toilet .. hais . watched saw the other day, one
phrase, its full of gore . imagine sawing your own leg ?
OMG lahs !! hahas .
overall results
english language- 60
mother tongue- 71
elementary mathematics- 60
additional mathematics- 50
physics- 63
chemistry- 58
combined humanities- 69
tell you hors, raja that day come congratulate me
lehs . laughs, she say my english noe passing alrd ..
hahas . its funny to say this, but that toot is talking
to me . lols, its a warming feeling lahs . hmms .
and im so happy that its like this now . yarhs ..
hais,alot ppl's been talking about me, even nurul
also heard .. no ways !! but to ppl who r reading
now, no such thing ohkays ? really, am im tired
of the unending rumors . i really am ..
actually, now to look at things properly, i feel like
im a no hope-er . my life is skul is basically a lie .
no need elaborations . thats all ..
hmms, i find that whenever i end my blog post, it's
always a very depressing ending .. maybe blogging
is a depressing thing, hahas (: but i just hate lies
mnd is just sth im going bcos i have to .. no worries,
i still love dance . jus belonging to mnd is getting to
be a chore bcos i noe i'll nvr be good enough . thats
all i'll say . bcos mnd has caused me enough tears,
so much that im alrd starting to find that only the
strongest survive, the weakers die . no qns i belong
where, im gettin, honestly, abit dying inside .
princess hours rocks !! (:
mayuko's feeling abit ... hmms, im not sure, a mix of everything ?
hahas . loveya all !!
grins~
Why do you look so familiar
I could swear that I have seen your face before
I think I like that you seem sincere
I think I like to get to know you a little bit more
9:38 PM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
her addiction
hellos .. finally can use comp lerhs (:
hahas . amaths fail le lahs . sure ones .
i from tuesday noon aft amaths n physics paper jiu holiday till now .
can say is very long lahs . i aft paper go buy ppl present at j8 .
practically mus drag songen n kennenth lim n jiahao along .
then from there walk back to skul . quite a distance lahs ..
but compared to from skul walk back home is suan very fast alrd .
then aft that give the present( waste money, shld have bought a super thick book . hahas . )
enter the skul compound, talk to lee chee yeon .
btw, hiew, lee cy, ms chew, and mdm wee helped me loads lahs ..
listen to me crap hours of shit about my life, blan ja eat dinner, play badminton with me ..
thanks many many ohkays, cherS ..
back to the main topic, i enter skul rights? lee cy told me i sure will fail amths .
sobs* . and also, my ppd 2 hrs jiu use half alrd -.-, im speechless ..
that bday boy hao xin, aft going back home to wash the flour (or wadevr shit), pei me walk home lehs .. all the way from deyi to my estate there .. come to think of it, only 2 gals walked to my hse b4 .. the rest r guys . this proves that tho im a girl, im nort lazy !! wahahas .
but you see, i practically walked from bishan back home !!! lols .
i pangseh nurul ... sorry mummy .. hehhehs .
then i watched princess hours, then norh norh till nxt day aft noon .
i noe alot ppl call me go out, but i refuse to wake up lehs . sleep like a pig . 16 hrs lorhs .
when ppl call my hse that day rights, i pretend i still sleeping, make my maid go explain .. hahas .
im evil whats .. then i call nurul n siwai sperately .
went to j8 watch rob-b-hood .
zao funny lorhs .. the movie .. nurl n jeremy go back sleep .
alot ppl ao ye study de lahs .
on my last paper, aft telling that noble fat pig happy bday, i sleep for 3 hrs den wake up
chiong study .. using candlelite some more .
my hse dunno why if on the main lite sure will tio short circuit .
so i was like "hellos noble arhs, happy birthday !! what the fark, no light !!!!!"
i walked up to 4th floor and down without lite lah can ? and those who have been to my house
would now how creepy it is without lights . hais, bad experience, dont talk abt it anymore ..
ohkays , now have to go check out david's new blog ...
btw, david, dont think too much lahs . hopefully, things will blow off on its own
but jus let it be, bear all the pain inside first, do nth, maybe ... maybe ... hope will find its way .
but its not definitive ... ye xu, ye xu ... if me, wo hui choose tao bi .. sorry ppl, escape seems the better way out for me ... hide the pain . it'll go away, someday . someday love will pick me up again . heaven knows ..
but for now, i'll jus be happy .. and i hope that the next time it kills me inside, i wont be looking at it .
shit, i dunno what the fark im writing .. nvm, dont give a care . hahahs ..
mayuko
6:13 PM
Friday, October 06, 2006
her addiction
heys all . my blog rotting alrd .
now chiong-ing my exams .
mon have emaths p2 and chem
tues have amaths and phys .
hais . stress lehs . buey tahan .
ystd study in the noon cannot absorb .
i broke down outside staff room den 3 maths tchers council me ..
(again, shout shudup to all . donwan to open up my life, im feeling raw inside)
realised that a hell lot things dunno abt emaths .
hist jus cannot remember .
hell lahs . chee yeon teach me till abt 8:30pm
piangs, damn grateful lorhs .
ystd skul had night study .. phone no batt, nvr bring charger, so go staff office to charge .hahs .
ms chew and mdm wee and mr lee talk alot alot .
in a matter of mins, i told them my life story .. hais .
i nvr told anyone de kays ? what happened ? i stressed up till nvr think alrd issit?
then went home abt 9, study hist for (1/2)hr jiu sleep lerhs .
applied my memory skills from the superteens camp for my ss and hist (:
taught glande, timothy how to memorise .
i dont take geog also noe what are the neg- effects of green revolution .
i told you? ohkay ohkays ..
is :
diseases and pest,
unemployment
limited gains for the poor,
limited application of technology
environmental harm,
not suitable to all diets.
surprised ? im pro lahs .. cant deny that .
and im taking hist cans ? hahs~
geog is so BORING . the geog students at losing end in todays exam .
tourism they must drill it themselves .
raja taught only for a few lessons . lols .
went to iz's blog bcos i went yufeng's one .
his tagboard everyone droning on about penknife ?
not as if i never cut myself before ..
no use one .. im alrd feeling-less, and it hurts zero .
but fun lahs .. abit onlys . then saw in iz's blog that david also play that crap .
if you're looking , david, jus wanna scream WHAT THE FARK .
no more excuses,di di , im going to talk to you as soon as the exams r over . i jus wanna say that im disapointed in you . and i think if nurul noes, you're dead .. she'll dulan you ones .
what's wrong with this world .
been studying every aftnoon and night .
the buack rose's petals fall silently
noone noes . noone hears
im left wondering whats with life that makes people live on .:
my chinese compo is my venting machine .
the topic i chose was about li jia chu zou (running away from home)
i hope that it'll be as good as my midyear .
i also wrote sth abt it that time.
but that time while writing i cried .
this time im clearer, i make me hide
.:again and again im letting people into my dark side
i've to learn to more cautious
cos i'll never noe
i only hope it doesnt make you run
p.s: i hope my gratitude to the following people shows
-mengchin( for teaching me phys everyday and wasting my ppd $$ !!)
-yongxin( for all the good luck msgs )
-lee cy ( as mentioned in blog post )
-chew sq( ")
-mdm wee(")
-nurul( for not hating me)
-mir( for studying chem with me that day at amk library )
-andy( for bothering to care )
-ali( for hist recap ystd at cybrary )
-james ( for caring to ask nurul )
* he say that my lifes like shit but he doesnt noe why i can shtill smile like nth's happening like that . ans: cos im tired of crying . end of story . lols )etc etc ..the list goes on .
its a long post ..and happy lantern fest everyone !! loveya(:
mayuko saionji said she posted ..
happy exam-ing !!
10:40 PM
