Thursday, June 21, 2007
her addiction
hey all.. i know what you're all here for .
i've got NO VALID REASON ok?
im sorry .. but i loved and i still dance(MND)
anyway, im upset, for sure ..
but i'll manage ..
i dont know why it got so bad
but i'm just left with the hope and my desperate prayer
the extend of my love for dance maybe not all can understand
but i must say that i really want things to go by ok tml.
it was smth that i belonged to
and smth that i was proud of
just thankful that i got the chance to do my SYF'o7
and got my cert of gold with honors(:
i do want to do my arts fiesta
cos this is like the only time
my parents can see my on stage .
they didnt make it for my fountain of creativity ):
and i didnt do any other performances.
thats why i was estatic when i could do the syf..
all i know is that, if tml's bad, i'll
go on with life.
study even harder to get into a good jc
then join dance again..
this means i've got no more cca points am i right ?
today, i feel the pits..
oh yeah, i'm down with fever too
but not many know, so i'll just go on with mnd tml 1st..
see how luh .. leave it to Him , it's His decision
i trust Him as much as i love Him.
im tired, forgotten how to be sad again..
1:01 AM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
her addiction
hello all .
lil ms millionaire speaking .
LOLS.
but its true ..
kind of sad actually .. if you all knew my story .
i LOVE GOD for all the changes he made
before i started out living and breathing .
hais .
anyway, its been a crazy ride this week.
i miss a few people too .
LOLS .
anyway, superteens june 07 was great .
a couple of emo stories ..
but i wouldnt say its the best camp .
this time's at paramount .
o levels in 3 months time people !!
but i dare say our school ppl
havent been studying serious yet ..
hahah .
* i've always known nothing of a luxurious life .
but to be given the news now .
its abit shocking .
ppl who's close to me know that im not rich AT ALL >
one year allowance only not more than 600 bucks ..
but really, i thank alot of ppl .
ystd i dropped 3 tears.. its been f-ing long
since i last did that ..
sec four life's been crazy actually ..
alot of news of my adoption truths . and this ?
love's in and out ..
frens increased ..
studies went up..
family bond went up too .
cca's been great . Gold with honors
beat THAT !!
we're the only neighbor hood sch anyway, for gold and g-w-h..
i've been trying to cramp up all my free time nowadays .
so i do not have time think too much.
i love my family and friends !
they're more than great, they're fantastic !
i think i'm too blessed ..
and im thankful .
4:38 PM
Friday, June 08, 2007
her addiction
http://youtube.com/watch?v=jcg-RBEVNkY&mode=related&search=
okok peopls, PEACE !!
i therefore graciouslyFORGIVE THEM alright ?
hahaha .
but really, people who considered in my BAD list
are sure lucky .
no violent or verbal abuse ..
just probably die from my thought wavelengths .
HAH ! its coming so strongly against them that
may not know whats really happened .
oh, im dl-ing songs from multiply accounts .
really great source for music .
since im only looking for english songs,
it makes it ALOT easier to find .
anyw, these few days have been crazy .
whats with the LAO SAI phenomenon(whatever you spell that)
seriously, ALOT of people are like probably having
problems dueling battles with pain .
HAH . melodramatic me again .lols-
but really ! everyone's like having stomache aches
everywhere ! lol, me too actually. last night.
cant even stand like properly ?
must bend to clutch my stomach .
LOL .
8:43 AM
Monday, June 04, 2007
her addiction
ok .
some people at my park now made my mood totally vicious.
you see, my sis and i were running around the estate,
and this girl and 3 other guys were blocking the damned road .
and when i cut around them to continure my run, they laughed
and shouted FUCK YOU .
honestly, how loser can they get ?
come on, its a private estate here .
can they at least get some act on and be more gracious ?
their lower sec peeps and obviously from a neighbourhood sch .
HELLO?
im one too !! you think i will scared you bitches
who cant run ?
only guys who are really got no stamina CANT RUN
seriously, they are poor bcos they ahve to come visit
their frens to even step on estate ground .
and guys with no stamina are unf-able .
they've got no strength remember ?
so even if you've go to scream your arse out
for some help in THAT department .
HAH!
im so much hotter than you'd ever be,
ao of cos i understand that your jealous.
watch your ass sizzle
whenever you try your best at the gym!
cos you cant make it and you know it .
anyw, they are now at my park there sitting .
waiting for the girl to finish frenching her guy .
oh please .. in front of some kids running around
the playground ???
HUH !!!
get a life !
hell yeah, im better now !
hah! just needed to vent .
so thanks for listening in XD
bythe way, my sis said they are amk-sians .
oh no, i shan't be abgry over them
such a waste of precious time .
bye all, im off to re-watch the rerun of
so you think you can dance !
it makes me happy !
6:31 PM
Saturday, June 02, 2007
her addiction
today i slept little,
talked ALOT .
laughed alot too .
i feel loads better now .
yays~
HAHAH
today i went to my mac's breakfast late .
hahah .
noramlly i'm always the early one ok .
then i went to chem practical .
cheam's slightly unwell today .
did titration super fast today
sat outside the multipurpose room
FIRST time hear liang chi call my name.
hahahha .
then timo, hweeen, moo2 and me just slacked.
nowhere to go ma.
then mrs ramesh made us go opposite buy her kopi-po
LOLS-
went english remedial even tho we were unwilling at first .
hhahaha , cos we know nothing about picture discussion.
felt like sleeping .
but laughed whenever the guys mention sexy about EVERYTHING
a pack of sexy wolves....
okok, it's all mr teh kaizhong's fault over here .
laughs .
he infected us .
then it rained after english so we sat at the foyer.
while nicholas went to amk hub buy our instant noodles.
we cooked 16 packets!
that means average, each of us had 2 packets to our own!!
our lunch costed us 70 cents each luh .
hahaha , so economical huh.
then hweeen, being the expert,
scooped up all our noodles for us.
using the longer than percussion stick de chopstick
in the two very large pots .
very tiring, xing ku hwee hwee (:
then n bing xian's lil bro NG JUN MING
very cute, made me laughed like mad this noon.
he dragged us to one corner and said STNAD THERE .
everyone tio lor.
all 7 of us.
hahhah .
then he play nicholas phone also super cute.
need take all the things, he jump over,
then he'd run back and jump off the cliff, then HE DIE !!
LOLS-
brian(his english name) calls nicholas: ng bing xian
hahha, full chinese name la .
at first we also dunno what he yelling
until nicholas told us .
hahaha , then we laughed our heads off .
and also, he loves any word starting with C
hahhah . i was telling titus,
should i just teach him the word CASSIS .
since thats the first word that came to my mind
(besides cat..LOL)
then he told me that
'cassis is a strong sweet alcoholic drink made with blackcurrants..Lol'
then i was like, hahah, i teavh him by buying one let him drink
then he also ultra flexible,
kaizhong tot he noob,
challenge hime.
until he brought his both feet ontop his head
kaizhong gave that look thats so HILARIOUS .
the guys were busy O2 JAM-ming
all the way, and you should look at the way
kaizhong plays .
sia la, pro lor.
no mistake one,
then it looked like raining lightning!
the speed super fast!
nicholas cook de egg is nice! XD
i love the way he take cares of his bro .
its so heart warming .
no wonder sean would love nicholas as his gay wife .
laughs .
nicholas bro is such an adorable kid !! (:
okok, time for youtube !!
bye all .
i slept really early int he morning today
talking to titus about AFI videos .
HAHAHA .
12:17 AM
