Monday, May 29, 2006
her addiction
hharlows .
damn sian .
cried wen watching RIVAL on channel U .
it made me tink of all these crazy things
i din want them to fall .
just tat when thay sing tat korean song ... ...
ooh sigh .
WHATEVR ...
sometyms words just dont describe .
or maybe its just tat i choose nort to want to describe them
am i mad ?
i hate the truth .
but the truth will set you free .
one last word :
I HATE THIS COLD WAR!!
why did things turn up like tat .
i tink i'll just go back to mai lil corner .
and cuddling maislf while waiting for someone else
to lite a candle and warm this dark corner .
sigh .
i hate being depressed .
why was i so stupid to tink tat some guy may actually <33 me?
mai fault okay ?
its all mai fault tat I DIN NOE YOU'RE ACTUALLY A PERSON LIKE THIS INSIDE>
sometyms i feel hes nort liddat ones .
but ppl are judged by the actions he or she makes .
sometyms i just dk .
and i want to noe .
RESULTS~
ENGLISH-50
CHINESE- 70% nort including listening
AMATH- 51/80
EMATH- 72
SOCIAL STUDIES- 26/30
HISTORY- 18/30
CHEM- 60
PHYS- 64.5
12:02 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
her addiction
hhi all..
have nth much to say lo.
main thing is lazy bahhx...lol
ooh well,
can only say
xi wang ta neng dai gei ni kuai le.
mai blessings! ((:
dont worry abt me
i'll be okay de.
ii oso more or less gotten over it le
i mean -
wat to do?
ooh well.. i owe yoo de oso cannort return
only hope to see yoo again in mai nxt life lo!!
i'll fly higher..
oso dk why so cheery..
ami ii just lying to maislf?
oso too tired to go tink this type of things le
just so tired.
everynite iim simplying praying to have a better day ahead
and to be able to go thru another day lo
but this thing made me realize
ii had alort of ppl actually guan xin me de
thankyoo!!
he say he everyday dont dare look at me
yoo tink ii dare ma?
nn suay suay mmai class exactly upstairs.
middle class oso. 307, 308, 309
208,207,206 everyday morning just look la.
wat to do?
im oso another trying to hide frm reality de ren
9:59 PM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
her addiction
stop sliting yur wrist,baby
carnt yoo see tat im weeping hhere
coz yoo DONT SEEM TO CARE tat I CARE.
SCREAM MAII NAME.
SHOW ME TAT YOO CARE>>
BLACK PWINCESS<
plaster a smile on maii face
coz you're gone
it wont be too late
wenn the smoke clears
coz IM STIU HERE
everytym ii try to makke uu larf
youre alwaes feeling sorriie 4 eurslf
evrytym ii try tu makke yoo smile
yoo carnt eu're too tough
yoo tink you're LOVE-LESS
iis tat too muchh iim asking 4??
iim FORCEDD to conceal
dont tink ii din care
dont tink iim nort hhurt
i'll be dre
.:to wipe yur tears
.:to take yur hand wen yoo fall
.:to believe yoo ALWAES
iib yoo jux tink ob me
nn call mmai name
I'LL BE THERE
what is HOPE?
<- its jux the last thing tat came out of PANDORA'S BOX.
wo men shi shi jie
jui su xi de mo shend ren
xin sui le
zhen me hai hui tong??
-courtesy of <
slip out the back-FORT MINOR
slip out frm e backk b4 dey noe eu're dre
nn at worst eu'll see tat nobody cares.
coz yoo dont wanna bbe around wen iit all cums ddown
even heroes noe wen to be scared.
...
please remember
dix isnt wat ii hoped iit wld bbe
but ii had to protect yoo frm me
tats whyy ii slipped out e bac b4 uu knew ii was dre
ii noe eu felt unprepared
but evrytym ii was around iid jux bring yoo down
nn ii cld tell tat iit was tym to be scared
tats whyy ii
slipped out e bac b4 u knew ii was dre
nn ii noe e way ii left want fair
ii din wanna be around jux to bring yoo down
iim nnort a hero
BUT DONT TINK II DIN CARE
ii feel as if ii FINALLY noe
but its all too late
for hhim to be backk
cox ii feel tat wayy too..
ai ren hen tong
ii know
dan shi jiu ying wei wo ai ni
wo cai hui yuan yi wei ni shou ku
holding yur hand to tell yoo its okay
cox we'll make it thru it all
we'll face it together.
ii jux want to thankk all those whu helped me
wont name em cox its too many lerhhx.
nnort cox ii din appreciate
pretending iim nnort hurt
but dont tink ii din care.
11:27 AM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
her addiction
dishearted
or do i just have no heart at all.
i just let the tears fall
wash over my body.
do you know how pain it is
but can it compare
to the pain i feel inside
is there anybody who knows
anyone who can heal this wounds
every word you say
loosen the strings left unattached
one by one they go broken
is there anymore left unscarred
this will be my lat post for a long long time
dont want to think le.
hhe left me scarred all over;bleeding
and left me alone to heal them.
the songs we used to sing makes me want to cry
baby ii love yoo
andd i'll nvr let yoo ggo
but if i have to
then ii tink that yoo shld know
all the <33 we made
will nvr be erased
andd ii promise yoo tat
eu'll nvr be replaced.
wen ur down,i'll be ur tedy bear i'll b ur clown
---
i'll b ur standing ground even if it means i'd drown.
[[but frayed at the ends he breaks]]
SCREAM MY NAME
SHOW ME YOO CARE
3:31 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
her addiction
yoo dont love me
yoo hate me
what hab i done to deserve this
CRUELTY
carnt smile
wont smile
no reason to.
living life blindly.
darkness overtakes me.
covering the darkness of life
with PLASTERED smiles.
isittoomuchthatimaskingfor.
mayuko saionji-depressionist
loveless-helpless-retarted to the ongoings of life-
11:40 AM
