im letting uu go turn my backk and never look back. cos its the point of no return. i'll live my life and go letting all this sweet memories fade i'll face the strong winds again but by myself untill someone else steps into my life crossed my path until God let him be in my eyes.
diva
3:31 PM
Friday, February 17, 2006
her addiction
vaporized dreams-AGAIN. wadd have i dont to deserve this? well,zbn zfiu cf zqqbi. coded msg well yeah.i'll just be in this sorrow alone dont wanna pull anyone or drag anyone in in this whirl of sadness i'll suffer it alone i shall learn to bury this sorrowful thing after awhile and learn to live and to hold on i just need time may everyone just pardon me this while i'll hide my pain within me and pull a strong front just to live on
no one nids to suffer it with me i'll do it alone i've done this before havent ii? and i've survived just that its happening to me again i'll live thru dont worry--
Girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle...
Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl hugs him. Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
(in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
diva
10:03 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
her addiction
thsnks to wanyun mother, kkor, wenn jie, annabel , mel 4 evrything!!!!
diva
9:13 PM
Monday, February 13, 2006
her addiction
yyo!! at camp super high sia!!! siao one, wad shit group name, "MAO-less" hahahx. founder is u know whu la DARREN. diao.he kip sayin' mmei you mmao everything oso m.y.m make us all addicted to it. day1 take bus to immigration. change bus to JB,kota tinggi. many many hrs ride. so sian. slept. sit as a class,then they one by one group us. my group have -mme!!!! -shili[[jie since sec3]] -angeling[[grandmama-since sec2]] -hweeen neg- A cup -engpeng -jiayun "the other one" -jac -xiting -wan jing -darren-hhen duo mao -sean-president of maoless country -andy -ang hua jun -weida -peisheng[[patience]] -dk how to spell tht indian guy's name, SRY...budd i know how to pronounce only.
thn we built tent. slp w/ smine and other 4 malay girls. see i shho gud lo, neber paisehh smine jie. jovian say he jealous tht i can slp widd his dear. xp lunch-ed- jungle trekking.at 4pm-back by 6.30 quite fun n boring at the same time. made jungle donut!!! wash up,budd no time 4 me...so use body powder. so DIRTY!!! diner-ed- then i 4got do wadd le... lights out at 12. carnt slp. the malay girls snored. and they so "take up space" slp only a few hrs.
day2 woke up at 5? smine say go toilet. mafan right??? did morning excercise piangs,okayy. did SO many jumpin jacks. so hungry le,hao bu hao??? braekfasted. WATER ACTIVITIES!!! indiana jones. platforms abt apace 4 FOUR ppl to sit. interdependent on the other 5 platforms. in muddy water pond i went first cos smine told me too. say wad will not shake so hard. then e instructors did tsuinami shake middle platform. not shaky de okayy. wuliao. oh yeah we dropped both planks, did 3 cheers 4 wilson lee. got back one plank. ddorts. i was in the middle platform b4 i fell in. my whole head went in the muddy water. then we posed 4 e camera. went to the balanceing thingy. didnt suceed tho. lunched- went to the river stream. play widd floating thingys. quite fun splashed water at instructors. had butt massage. sit at the rocks dere,water flowing pass yur ass. lols. sit widd ivy. then we went to resort the pool and play ball. v. cold. and pool really dirty. went back to kayat. but didnt went in. cos shivering le, how to play??? i p.s my group[[they wash kayaking stuff]] cried. felt tht my tears are like boiling water. bathed. i die die oso must bathe. xp didnt have time to condition my hair tho. CAMPFIRE!!! a very sian campfire SHE shouting like mad. over enthu??? kisiao. lols solo walk. kanna biten by insects.dk is ants / mosquito cos wear fbt pants. zao short. no more shorts le mahh. but i used 2 it. le. went "jungle"b4 widd stoopid kor n biten b4 still havent gone yet okay... hmph~~ solo walk not sucessful cos rained. the instructors radioedd in everyone walked back.sianx. slp both nites all raining. shoes not dry.
day3 woke at 6.07am breakfasted. operation restoration.[[cleaning up kota]] bus-ed home reached sch at 2 plus? eat carrot cake at opposite. lunched with WAI,DARREN[[he has super strong teeth,hhe bite the can!!]] ANDY,KENNETH,AND OTHERS went home eat some more. cos the food they give us in 1 day3meals=1 and a half meal[[normal to me]] slept thru.12 hrs straight. no dinner. woke up, eat chicken rice, TUITION> then nxt thing? fever...no dinner again. i vomitted up all tht i've eaten...which is not a lot. sleep woke up to see doctor.mc 4 1 day!!! so here i am.... using comp secretly. have to go,so dont u dare say nvr update my blog...
diva
1:16 PM
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