Friday, October 06, 2006
her addiction
heys all . my blog rotting alrd .
now chiong-ing my exams .
mon have emaths p2 and chem
tues have amaths and phys .
hais . stress lehs . buey tahan .
ystd study in the noon cannot absorb .
i broke down outside staff room den 3 maths tchers council me ..
(again, shout shudup to all . donwan to open up my life, im feeling raw inside)
realised that a hell lot things dunno abt emaths .
hist jus cannot remember .
hell lahs . chee yeon teach me till abt 8:30pm
piangs, damn grateful lorhs .
ystd skul had night study .. phone no batt, nvr bring charger, so go staff office to charge .hahs .
ms chew and mdm wee and mr lee talk alot alot .
in a matter of mins, i told them my life story .. hais .
i nvr told anyone de kays ? what happened ? i stressed up till nvr think alrd issit?
then went home abt 9, study hist for (1/2)hr jiu sleep lerhs .
applied my memory skills from the superteens camp for my ss and hist (:
taught glande, timothy how to memorise .
i dont take geog also noe what are the neg- effects of green revolution .
i told you? ohkay ohkays ..
is :
diseases and pest,
unemployment
limited gains for the poor,
limited application of technology
environmental harm,
not suitable to all diets.
surprised ? im pro lahs .. cant deny that .
and im taking hist cans ? hahs~
geog is so BORING . the geog students at losing end in todays exam .
tourism they must drill it themselves .
raja taught only for a few lessons . lols .
went to iz's blog bcos i went yufeng's one .
his tagboard everyone droning on about penknife ?
not as if i never cut myself before ..
no use one .. im alrd feeling-less, and it hurts zero .
but fun lahs .. abit onlys . then saw in iz's blog that david also play that crap .
if you're looking , david, jus wanna scream WHAT THE FARK .
no more excuses,di di , im going to talk to you as soon as the exams r over . i jus wanna say that im disapointed in you . and i think if nurul noes, you're dead .. she'll dulan you ones .
what's wrong with this world .
been studying every aftnoon and night .
the buack rose's petals fall silently
noone noes . noone hears
im left wondering whats with life that makes people live on .:
my chinese compo is my venting machine .
the topic i chose was about li jia chu zou (running away from home)
i hope that it'll be as good as my midyear .
i also wrote sth abt it that time.
but that time while writing i cried .
this time im clearer, i make me hide
.:again and again im letting people into my dark side
i've to learn to more cautious
cos i'll never noe
i only hope it doesnt make you run
p.s: i hope my gratitude to the following people shows
-mengchin( for teaching me phys everyday and wasting my ppd $$ !!)
-yongxin( for all the good luck msgs )
-lee cy ( as mentioned in blog post )
-chew sq( ")
-mdm wee(")
-nurul( for not hating me)
-mir( for studying chem with me that day at amk library )
-andy( for bothering to care )
-ali( for hist recap ystd at cybrary )
-james ( for caring to ask nurul )
* he say that my lifes like shit but he doesnt noe why i can shtill smile like nth's happening like that . ans: cos im tired of crying . end of story . lols )etc etc ..the list goes on .
its a long post ..and happy lantern fest everyone !! loveya(:
mayuko saionji said she posted ..
happy exam-ing !!
10:40 PM
