Tuesday, May 02, 2006
her addiction
no more "is this the end?"
coshh the answer is definte.
yes...
sinking in this river of tears byy myself.
fook yoo.
to think ob all the things i have to go thru.
go... go and just eat shit n die...
go and care abt her n her. okays?
NEVER me.
and i all melody n nurul... dey dont pick up
fook this life.
and i promise eveybody...
i caannort smile animore.
depressionalistic.
life just sark....
iidont kknow why ii carnt seem to stop crying.
all this tears wont end.
wadd im doing is wet this table with myy tears.
and all yoo cann ddo iis crap ddat ii dont understand.
fine. disappointed iin mme huh?
fook yoo.
cann uu even understandd hhow ii amm feeling?
yoo crappy farking LIAR.
yoor promises dont even count.
suo hua suan hua.
mother-fooking bitch... [i tot yoo girl?? ]
ii dont kknow why ii cann even scold hhim.
coshh i cann never do it last tym.
yoo say yoo dont understand the painn.
budd do yoo understand mine???
yoo dont hate me but obviously yoo do
yoo are disappointed iin mme nn yet yoo dont tell
iim really tired obb dix game.
i dont deserve yoor love.
i sark.. fine?
ii carnt see the keyboard le.. typing blindly.
its the end. happy 65 days to yoo-- only.
i live with a bwoken hart. do yoo see???
coshh yoo rip-ed myy hart out w/o realising it.
myy dark life... who is dere to hold a candle?
and,ryushinoda? i wann myy letters from yoo back.
26 feb to 2may. this girl was born and she died.
never will she rise from the dead...
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bruised.
10:57 AM
