Sunday, April 10, 2005 complicated huh...like tht very old song said:the lyrics .: one-sided love,its nvr gonna work:.actually,i dont blame him.i think tht in this love section,right,everybodys right.just a lil' too blind.like wad they say,love makes you blind. OR love makes the world go round. i'm not experienced in love,this section of life,thts y i didnt know wad to do and how to deal w/ it...thts why i was so confused.i tot tht fate will bring us 2gether and if given enuf time,fate will do its job...to think THIS was wad happened in the end. this is all so sad,like i've said above.its all Cupid's/Ero's fault.i wanted this love to last 4evr.to be able to live in this dream and nvr get out of it.i depended my whole life with evry winsome grin,evry bball he shoot in2 the hoop,evry word tht i could catch a glimpse of.evry glance tht contained him inside.omg..i am getting dramatic.nvm. anywayy,when i was fully-charged frm this love,it was then i knew the horrible,terrible truth... i cried in the Cyberary...i knew he was there...at the other corner but i darent.after th recess bell rung,i ran lik an athlete to the toilet and shut myself in there...it was then i realized sth... i was selfish and dumb not to convert my feelings 4 him to my family and frens...god ,i was really dumb...now,i really appreciate my friends.heythere!!!the wong family!!!look out...here i am!!!the real me!!!
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its all so sad...to have my chu lian[first love] to be a sorrowful and heartbreaking one.i hate him,or so ,i think...
its so funny the way how 2 ppl who were once in love w/ one another or not 2gether...its fate i guess...we are not meant to be 2gether.*sob sob*we were both shy to let the other k our own feelings. the case
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