Tuesday, March 01, 2005
her addiction
hey...boredom overcomes my life nowadayys[sleepx]a.wayys.tht's not important...th important thing is...I HATE PEEPS WHO DCARE BOUT MY EXSISTENCE...COMPLETELY IGNORE ME LIKE AS IF I'M INVISIBLE LIKE THT!!!okay i'll briefly explain what i mean
scene one:
jasmine thian n linglong tok to each other bout the howl's moving castle movie they watched over th weekend.boredom...totally ignore me...imagine th scene...liglong and jasmine thian tog at once:omg!!!that guy w/ gold/silver hair [forgot]sooooshuai...
scene2:
i was walking th hmt peeps to until th police station there,u k?and then the usual peeps[nurul,liyan,shuwen,priya,waieng]was like also going lo...they stopped at th icecream stand and after tht...completely forgotten bout me and walk away....damn them,i k i pms now...period coming ma...but then,i also got th right to br respected right?i've got my pride and self-eestem one leh...how can they do this to me???tht's so what lo...at scene one[moring assembly]i cried...i knew i pms lo...nvm...i control my emotions...i really wanted to burst liao but i just cant cry lik tht again in sch...twice some more...i just must control my feelings lo..so a.wayys...i dcare liao...dbother to care,why shld i?a.wayys,i'm used to it...pri.sch lik tht,sec 2 also...i toked to waieng but she said nth...i dk why nows i list of reasons why i chose her
nurul-not suitable candidate cos shes always sticking w/ her dear sis,liyan[groans]
liyan-i dk wad to say about her...shes lik changed a lil...shes not lik th caring girl i k liao she d want 2 share her locker combo...always refuse to do lil stuff..u k,favors...
priya-i may want to say in chi...scared she d.understand
shuwen-shes a lil too crazy one...always sitting on th floor w/ her legs out[rolls eyes]-flaunter-shes lik talking 2 e guys...touching ting fongs hair and all tht...
so thts th reason i chose waieng to talk to...but it seems to be useless...
[sighx]i need a agony aunt...but haha...i can crap all i want about waddevr i want to this dumbo in l.a lolx...tht linn say he'll b my agony aunt...[or so called]a.wayy...thts bcos he's so far awy,i dneed to b afraid a.bodyy will say anyting behind my bac...hahah...going to complain to a.a liao...sending a email b4 i zzz/read my book...a really nice book actually..."can u keep a secret"bye...the man of the hse is coming bac liao...meaning my dad.
2:47 PM
